Wandering Soul

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knightofbluh: This...

Mon, 17 Jun 2013 16:46:07 -0700

This is to all the parents, and all the people who have been parents to us homestucks. Where ever we are, we wouldn’t be here without you. Thank you.

fucknobadends: 最強 by 格跳

Mon, 17 Jun 2013 16:22:30 -0700

fucknobadends:

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adagio-cantabile: ロンパログ by トマリ

Mon, 17 Jun 2013 16:14:44 -0700

adagio-cantabile:

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i am a horrible, horrible human being.

Mon, 17 Jun 2013 04:32:11 -0700

i am a horrible, horrible human being.

AAAAAAAAAAAAAUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

Sun, 16 Jun 2013 23:38:10 -0700

AAAAAAAAAAAAAUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

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Sat, 15 Jun 2013 20:24:49 -0700

R.I.P., Ryujii, my red betta. He lived a good 2+ years. I watched him grow into a stunning young fella, and then I went to college.

He got older in his second year, his jaw locking up, preventing him from eating. With his struggle to eat properly, he finally passed away during my last quarter as a freshman in college.

I am sad. He was a fiesty little guy. I hope you rest in peace, my lovely little dragon! I enjoyed having you as the first fish I took care of all by myself. You made me happy.

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Rest in Peace, Ryujii, my little red dragon.

caution: bitter rambling ahead, tw: whining. because you lovely people don’t need to read my...

Sat, 15 Jun 2013 03:58:05 -0700

caution: bitter rambling ahead, tw: whining.

~~because you lovely people don’t need to read my bitterness~~

this happens EVERY TIME i have a hard class.

my grades in all my other classes drop one letter because i’m trying to focus all my attention to just PASS that hard class (i.e. Econ/Gov AP, oh high school).

i want to write out my thoughts right now, since it’s the very last night in freshmen dorms, oh, first year of college is done!

also 3:30am thoughts, time to overthink everything again, hoorah.

but i have nothing to really think about. i mean, it’s done. school’s over, and now i gotta hope and pray that all those all-nighters and class-skipping was worth it so i don’t have to take this painful writing class AGAIN. if i have to take it a THIRD TIME, i’m gonna cRY.

like, c’MON. what am i doing wrong. what is it that i am lacking in linguistic eloquence that makes my paper not good. besides telling me to put more analyses, how about telling me HOW??? BECAUSE I HAVE NO FREAKIN’ IDEA HOW???????

i just wanna pass the class, preferably with a B because i DO NOT want to take Writing 39C, which is focusing solely on research and sources and i bet ANALYZING, which i SUCK at.

i wanna get a B, because then i could take the Beginner’s Fiction writing class, or something like that, which DOES NOT require the writing to be all analytical and academic-y. but. i’m. pretty. sure. that’s. not. gonna. hAPPEN, CREYS IN A CORNER, LEAVE ME TO DIE.

i just wanna curl up in a ball. i just wanna sing. leave me with my music and i’ll be fine, just wwwweeeeeeeeeeaaaaaaaaaa, whining. i’m sorry, i’m pretty st00pid and dense in pretty much EVERYTHING except music things. like, E V E R Y T H I N G. i’m not a gr8 writer, i suck at maths, don’t touch me with econ/gov/political things, rolls around in the mud with social things, i’m not completely happy with my body, i dislike my face, ((okay i lied, i’m decent in science things, but not expert level)).

sighs

i should probably go to sleep now. but i don’t want to go home and i want to go home at the same time.

i don’t want to go because that means more screaming, more unnecessary yelling, more condescending looks, more pressure, more anxiety.

but i want to go, because FRIENDS (and sis and fish). that’s it. that’s really it, oh wow.

and i have to go because i need money. yeah, yeah, whatever, but i need money for APARTMENT, not all those delightfully awesome games which have been recently announced.

do i put too much value in my friends. am i that lonely? or what, idk, sometimes i feel like i do too much, or i feel like i do too little for them, so i go out and spoil them with material things, because what else can i do, my conversational skills suck, how am i supposed to tell them how much they’ve impacted my life, made a difference? how do i say that i care for them deeply without coming off as needy, or desperate, or clingy? how can i please them? how can i make sure they don’t leave?

((well for that question, that’s impossible to do))

and then all these questions pile up until they stretch my head apart and make me go crazy with worry about everything. and then i worry that i’m being too egocentric, gosh Abby, the world doesn’t revolve around you, stop talking about yourself, get your conversation partner to start.

bUT HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO START A CONVO, THEN.

“oh, how are you?”

“good.”

“…”

“ummm, okay, weather’s pretty nice today, huh? really nice day to just take a walk!”

“yeah!”

“…”

“uuUUUHHHHHM, i like your faCE”

“………..uh, thanks?”

“yeah! you just have the nicest face, gosh, what symmetry, wOW, YOU HAVE GREAT SKIN, TOO”

“Oh, uh, thanks!”

“….”

“………”

“…i SUCK AT CONVERSATION, I’M SORRY.”

“oh, it’s okay, no worries!”

“….”

“………..”

“……………… *cries tears of liquid pain*”

aaaaaaand then it ends with the most awkward pause ever. time to whip out the cellular devices, because that gives the illusion you’re busy on the phone so people don’t talk to you and one can avoid such perilous journeys into the social fray. okay, i need to wake up in a couple of hours, so i should sleep now, goODNIGHT.

people talking about acing their music theory final //looks at grade //laughs

Sat, 15 Jun 2013 03:13:02 -0700

people talking about acing their music theory final

//looks at grade

//laughs

Romance....

Sat, 15 Jun 2013 02:40:53 -0700

a-disney-mermaid:

mylifebydisney:

Between fictional characters I’m like…

In real life i’m like…

GPOY

edentimm: i dont exist so you can find me attractive and...

Sat, 15 Jun 2013 02:34:41 -0700

edentimm:

i dont exist so you can find me attractive and acceptable

handpickedhappiness: Can we please talk about the fact that...

Sat, 15 Jun 2013 02:27:46 -0700

handpickedhappiness:

Can we please talk about the fact that this is a site where people are literally bullied into deleting their blogs?

This person deleted their blog because of this post

They got so much hate that they deleted their entire blog…just because they didn’t notice the joke.
And this happens ALL the time. People are bullied from this website. I’m not exaggerating, this is complete bullying, there’s no other word for it.

And this is the Avengers fandom? Really? One of my fandoms did this? That’s disgraceful.

You know, for a website that claims to be tolerant and open to everything, be it gender, race, orientation, preferences, or whatever, for people who claim to always be there if people are depressed or suicidal or just having a bad day.
You’re pretty good abusing people.

sudowoodo: i’m honestly a little scared of being mistaken about things on this site because people...

Sat, 15 Jun 2013 02:25:02 -0700

sudowoodo:

i’m honestly a little scared of being mistaken about things on this site because people have literally been driven by rude messages into deleting their entire blog over nothing more than tiny factual errors

the-animation-alchemist: People need to give Wii Fit Trainer a...

Sat, 15 Jun 2013 02:10:18 -0700

the-animation-alchemist:

People need to give Wii Fit Trainer a break.

“PEOPLE ARE EXCITED BECAUSE SHE’S A GIRL?!?!? BUT THERE’S ALREADY GIRLS IN BRAWL YOU FEMINISTS NEED TO CALM DOWN. THAT SLOT COULD HAVE GONE TO A BETTER CHARACTER!” First off, reactions like that alone warrant her introduction into the series. The game has been heavily male-centric since the beginning, so having a new female character is pretty cool (even though the other two introduced characters are males, but hey, she’s still awesome). Another female in the game won’t hurt anyone, and additionally, it further adds to Smash Bros.’ message of “hey, women can kick ass too.”

“SHE’S FAT-SHAMING!” Get down from your ivory tower and calm down. She’s a physical trainer. It’s her job to help people stay in shape, or get in shape if they aren’t. She helps people live healthy, active lives, and there is NOTHING wrong with that. She’s from a game that is literally a fitness program and to be mad at her for that is like being mad at Sonic for going fast. It’s what she does. Leave her be. She is doing nothing wrong.

“SHE’S WHITEWASHING AT ITS FINEST!” She isn’t a race. She’s literally white. She’s a digital personification of the Wii. Which is white. Calm. Down.

going back to “THAT SLOT COULD HAVE GONE TO A BETTER CHARACTER!” What’s considered a “better character” isn’t your choice to make. If I were in Nintendo’s shoes, however, I would’ve agreed that Wii Fit Trainer was a good choice for the roster, because she diversifies it and ventures out from the staple series that Nintendo had been using for past installments. Did we need a 7th character from the Mario Franchise? Another non-Nintendo character? ANOTHER new Pokemon? Please, I’d love to hear your creative ideas. Your “revolutionary” ideas for the roster.

muslimrave: one time a boy tried to pull my hijab off i punched him in the face closed fist, short...

Sat, 15 Jun 2013 02:04:00 -0700

muslimrave:

one time a boy tried to pull my hijab off

i punched him in the face

closed fist, short swing, right in the jaw

there is a point where you stop trying to educate people and start making the consequences of their racist bullshit real fuckin clear.

can you tag posts that mention rape please ;n;

Sat, 15 Jun 2013 02:01:00 -0700

Sorry, did I miss one? I usually tag rape things with “tw: rape” except without the quotations.

So block that tag, and sorry!!!

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bombshellbarnaby: la-vie-boheme-for-me: fangirling-and-tea: Ok...

Sat, 15 Jun 2013 01:47:00 -0700

bombshellbarnaby:

la-vie-boheme-for-me:

fangirling-and-tea:

Okay time for a rant. This post is really pissing me off and here’s why.

1. No where in the Bible does it say God “hates fags” the entire message of the Bible is love. That’s the core message and anyone who says otherwise hasn’t read it.

2, “worship us hardcore or you go to hell” is just bullshit. All you need for eternal love is to accept Jesus as your saviour you don’t need to go to church or do any rituals if you don’t want to but you sure as hell can if that’s your thing.

3. “you better love everyone around you and God a lot,” the message of the Bible is love as I said early, so you’re expected to try to live your life in love. (could you imagine the amount of problems this would solve if everyone lived like that?!) but God knows you’re not perfect, He knows you can’t but He just wants you to try.

4. Respecting people is a good thing. Again it’s the same principle as number three.

Satanism is dark shit. All this light fluffy stuff you see floating around tumblr is the gateway stuff. It’s to draw you in. My mom has a friend that was raised within a Satanist group. She was raped on an alter as a sacrifice by a priest in front of the entire church several times; her and several other children. She was bled for Satanic blood rituals as a child. Her childhood was stolen from her and she was traumatized. She was lucky to escape.

Don’t get me wrong guys, I love Supernatural. I just know what’s fictional and whats not. I can love God and thoroughly enjoy the show too.

So just please, please stop with this post and others like it, because it makes me sick to my stomach every time I see them. both religions are being horribly misrepresented.

Thank you

HOT DAMN THANK YOU

Shit like this really pisses me off. Don’t just scroll past it, read it if you still think Satanism is all hearts and Lucifer and rainbows.

Stop. Shaming. My. Religion.

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